So Christmas is 6 days away. I don't feel like it is that close. I feel so disconnected from the holidays in general this year. I stayed holed up in my house for Thanksgiving. I came out 2 days later for my neighbors Thanksgiving meal. Until that point I had not made it out of the house. I am not sure what is going on in my head but I tend to want to go somewhere but have no push to make it happen. A lot of weekends have been spent at home, hiding in the house. I always feel better when I get out and yet I seem to be unable to make it happen. I think getting out of Panama for a while will do me some good.
I hope that a break from the pattern I have fallen into will be shaken. I hope I come back with new energy to match my curiosity. Traveling, exploring, purchasing a paddle board would be very helpful things to get into when I come back.
Anyway I am glad that life is going as well it is. I need to make some changes personally. But what is new.
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